I'm really sick. I didn't go to school the other day and I came home with a fever today. My body is very week and I just want to sleep. The only reason why I'm on the computer now is because I forgot to turn it off before. =__=;;

Anyway, so the point to tell you that "O hai I feel like crap," is that I don't know when things are going to get done. I've been really stressed/busy lately, and it doesn't seem like I'm catching a break. I can't push myself to work like a madmen when I'm sick because I'm 99.9% sure I got sick due tot eh stress. DI

On another note, I've noticed you can't make everyone on the internet happy. During my school day I interact with...maybe 30 40 people in my classes. ( I have a lot of the same kids in my classes. ) Sometimes we talk and sometimes we don't, my relationship with each one varies. Some I get along with, some I don't get along with, some just don't get along with most people in general, and some I'm friends with. So really I try to please...I dunno 20 - 30 people at different times in the week. And thats only for maybe a few minutes in said week, or even a few seconds. ( It's really like 10 most of the time ). It doesn't mean I'm friends wiht them all, it just means I don't feel like I should be mean and hell, I like others being happy.


But its not like that on the interwebs. On the interwebs you meet a lot of different people with a lot of different backrounds. Some have similar lives like me, others have much different ones. Common internets aren't always easy to find, and that drama factor you have in highschool ( and really in work places/any place that people work together a lot ) a lot of people don't think exsist. So they say what they want, they don't spare feelings, and most of the time you'll never hear or see from them again. SO sometimes you brush it off, no beggie. So they called you a fag or whatever, or they bitched at you because you don't like Naruto. So what, life goes on. Hell life goes on if they do that in person. But sometimes they don't poof. they do harrass you or make your life hell. Or sometimes drama gets a started in clubs/websites/RPgroups. When any of that happens, the chances of making everyone happy dies, people pick sides. Now I know people get over things ( the side picking would be more with hardcore drama rather then OMG YOU DON'T LIKE NARUTO unless you stupidly joined a naruto fanclub ) but, like I said before a lot of people kinda go "Its the internet, if I'm in friends with you in real life then I don't care" so even if you are like all nice it doesn't matter. Thats not the only way people can be, it's just what happens. -shrugs- I don't blame them in a way, why would you want to be able to get hurt be people you've never met in your life? I mean, drama online or in person sucks. It's messy, shit hits the fan, and no one really leaves it all C: . My advice is try to be polite, if you want to make fdeeper bonds with people online go ahead, but be careful. I'm not saying assue everyone is a rapist or whatever, more that some people need more time to get to know others on a personal level on the internet because you don't have that...couple of months time span to years finding out what they like, how htey react to things and blah blah blah. Thats like bonding time, and in my opinion its not the same learning it by playing 20 questions or reading it ff facebok.


But thats just me. c:


A Note: This isn't aimed at anyone, I mean I guess I could be like OMG ________ IS JUST LIKE THAT, but really it's something I'v enoticed over years. ID And its not just me, friends of mine have also seen it as well. The exsamples are random and don't reflect personal experience.

Sorry for the spell fail, I'll check it later.


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